Clarity or Hormones?

These seem to run together and blur between the lines of reality. I desire clarity and while I think I find it I wonder if it is just my hormones going out of control. Vise Versa, I feel like I am losing my mind and going crazy and it must just be the hormones, or am I finally seeing clearly?

Will I ever really know what reality is for me? Will I ever really find truth in a broken world full of hurt and troubles that are never going to leave my life?

I desire life, love, and clarity. The rest can go to hell.